First Impressions of San Francisco (two weeks in)
My goal with these entries is to describe my travels: what I see, what I experience, what I learn, and what I feel. With any big shift, the world seems to be moving faster than I can keep up with so I will try my best to give frequent reflections on living in San Francisco.
The Neon Glow, Reflecting Upon Growing Up
It’s night— sky starless, streetlights absent, roads barn of human life except for the neon sign illuminating in the distance. There is a sensational pull of light mimicking the insect attractions to all that glows as we grown closer to its source. It’s 8:43 pm. Seems early for the world to be asleep beyond the sign that welcomes us. And welcome we are to a place none other than Burger King, home of the Impossible Whopper.
Recounting Allegany: Black Bears, Barefoot Hikes, and Beautiful Nights
This past week I went on my first adult-less trip. I mean, technically, 18 legally constitutes an adult, but socially, we all know 18-year-old boys aren’t exactly mature.
My friends John and Andrew joined me on a 4-day camping trip to Allegany State Park in New York.
How to Create Your Sustainable Dorm Room
What if we reframed our college itinerary to buying what we NEED and doing so in an eco-friendly way? Buying less, buying things that will last, and buying things that are an investment not only to our youthful and aging selves but also to the planet.
Precision and Ambiguity: The Role of History in Rosanna Warren’s Poem “The Mink”
Throughout Rosanna Warren’s poem “The Mink,” the speaker compares her constant remembrance of one of her memories to the predatory nature of a mink. Through the mink’s movements, Warren shares the infinitely guaranteed presence of history that nobody can willfully remove, while also emphasizing the ambiguity of how that history will take shape in day-to-day life.
Symptoms of Society
The constant flare in my mind exists in the hopelessness I sometimes feel for humanity. My generation is addicted to a virtual world so deeply that even the most peaceful of places serve only a drop of fulfillment. It’s scary.
Dear Stephanie
Dear Stephanie,
Last time you posted you were in no way in a happy place. A fog loomed over you: polluted, irritable, and isolating. You could hardly see your own hands when looking down (and looking down you did a lot). You were so focused on trying to breathe, you hardly felt the sensation of a smile. Life was stagnant, and the earthquakes in your head were ever prevalent.
Exploitation with Diction
Recently, writing these blogs has increased in difficulty. It is not that I am running out of things that I am delighted by. Actually, it’s quite the opposite. I am so much more cognizant of the small joys in life, but when it comes to bringing any of them to this blog, I feel a degree of guilt.
Scrap Thoughts
“Paintings are not just the strokes that meet the surface as your eyes piece together abstractions that form a landscape. Paintings are layers of forgotten hues, forgotten memories, forgotten strokes hidden from everyone except the one who put them there.”
Things I’ve Learned
Here are a few things I’ve learned in the past few days. Take what you may from them, and interpret them how you wish. I just want to get some of my thoughts into the world :)
Memories of Ash, a poem
The days pass by like a burning page
curling at the edges
as flames destroy any ounce
of physicality except for a
single piece of ash
that is memory.
This I Believe
I believe in the broken. I believe in the mismatched unconventional things that the binoculars often looking at the greener grass on the other side often overlook. I believe in the seed that can grow from the most tarnished of soils and become a grand yellow tulip.
I guess I believe this way because I believe I was that seed and still am.
Written Word, a Journal Excerpt
I’m struggling with my “This I Believe” speech for class. I’m not sure what to write next. I don’t really see this as a roadblock, but rather an opportunity for me to dig deep within myself with pen and paper rather than the editing prone keyboard.
A Piece of Paper, Poem
A piece of paper is supposed
To span
Across a length
Of space.
But
When
Everyday Adventures, Hiking the Niagara Gorge
Last week I went on an unexpected hike, with some unexpected people, going on an unexpected adventure.
I was busy. My to-do list said I shouldn’t go, but the desperate autumn grasps drew me in as I knew their grips would not hold on much longer.
The Beauty Behind the Trash
Every day I watch as family, friends, and strangers fill their garbage bins full. Recycling becomes second priority and litter, a convenience to some. I see the plastic bags stuck in trees or the plastic bottles and cans lining the water’s edge. There is literally a garbage patch in the middle of the pacific ocean-spanning over 1.6 million square kilometers.
Knowing all this and more about our pollution crisis, I could not bring myself to send away the plastics I knew would never live purposefully again, their fates sealed by the trash can. I began keeping most of all usable waste I found: cereal bags, balloons, bottle caps, empty paint tubes, wraps from my sprained ankle, plastic bags, guitar strings and tons more.
My Hike To Serenity
I went to the Adirondacks this summer in Upstate New York for my first time. I have lived in New York my entire life. I’ve made my way traveling from Buffalo to New York City quite a few times, but the in-between of New York was just the interstate connecting these two cities. I went from one hustling city trying to rebuild itself, to the biggest hustling city in the world.
Then, I was invited by my dear friend Julia to her family’s cabage in Inlet, New York, a small town in the Adirondacks. A cabage for all those wondering is an inventive word created by yours truly which is a house that is the combination between a cabin and a cottage. I said yes in an instant (because why would I not), and soon enough I was on my way from my home in New York to this brand new world I hadn’t yet explored.
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